Yar I'm seriously bored lah. I can't sleep. The earlies time I sleep nowadays is about 3am.. -.- My mum has given me a deadline to find a job.. By the end of next friday.. 0uhhmaiigawddxzxz...
Okay so I just came back from Macdonalds after meetin Siwei there for 'supper'. Ya getting fatter as every day passes. I was like, supposed to accompany him to mug though I don't really understand what he's studying anyway. Brought my PSP along to kill the boredom but instead, spread the PSP MADNESS to him and ended up distracting him.. zz.
So besides playing PSP, also got chat with him about current stuff lah. Also chatted about the good old secondary school days. Hais. I don't know why. After I graduated from my sec sch, I felt very happy because I was free from that horrendous hell of a school.
But come to think of it now from my lonely point of view, those times were indeed the best I have spent throughout my whole life. I remembered the times when me and cheese and raisin would pon lessons and sit at the bench chatting away.. Muahaha while spying on our classmates being tortured by the teachers..
I also remember playing soccer everyday after school with those people from 4F.. Man those were the times. Now everyone has gone their separate ways and it's like I'm all alone. Maybe this is fate for me. Fate has it that I should spend the rest of my life with few friends.
Or maybe fate determines that I'll only find true friends in the army or in poly. I hope I will, someday. :D
I just read my previous blog, of which I have forgotten the password. http://in-a-dilemma.blogspot.com
PLEASE. PLEASE DO NOT TAG AT THAT BLOG. IT IS OFICIALLY DEAD. After reading through some posts, I kinda think I am quite naive. To describe my 2nd love experience as true love. Focusing my all and all on her and only her. What in the world happened to my family. In what position were they in my heart at that point of time?
Fuck it man. If I had known, I'd stay away from love till I get into SP in a few months time. I HOPE PLSPLSPLS LEMME GET IN T_T. lol
I really wanna delete off that blog. Brings back many unhappy and woeful memories..
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